He maintained this form until he was 18 years old, the year he entered his freshman year at the best medical school in the country. Not only was he still a virgin, but he had never even kissed anyone. He hadn't even held hands with a girl seriously.,His grotesque face appeared in many newspapers and magazines. Many people admired him, but no one loved him. The man, who was in his forties, remained alone.,"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I can't do it, I really can't. I have nightmares every day!"。